vi0lentquiche:

Particularly those who were fans since S1, survived the first heateus, were heavily emotionally invested and speculated/worried all through S2. What was it like to watch Mizumono when it aired? o_o

I don’t mean to rub salt in the wound but I’d appreciate some details. All of the details. Like how it felt, and were you in denial, and did you cry, or did you just pace the room in dismay, and how you coped.

I’m just trying to imagine what it would be like, you know? Because I watched it at the end of a 5-night marathon, still only a casual fan at that point, and it felt surreal and vaguely depressing because for some reason I thought everyone would die. It did leave a very traumatic aftertaste, and I was compelled to listen to the Goldberg Variations on repeat for hours. 

What was it like for you?

Well.. I do remember crying and screaming “WHAT THE FUCK BRYAN!” at my TV so yeah. I also got worried because I was afraid that we might not get a s3 and if that were to happen, then it would suggest everyone at Hannibals house would have died  and I cried more.